Pizza is Pizza

Pizza is pizza, that's what I've always believed. Sure, I know that I prefer a thick crust with a thin layer of cheese but I do not believe that there is a huge difference when it comes to the taste. Therefore, I wasn’t too shocked when I ate Canyon Pizza for the first time. Canyon has a reputation for their late night dollar slices and it is said to be the type of pizza that you would not want to eat sober but is perfect during weekend shenanigans. So, when someone brought Canyon Pizza our most recent THON meeting, I wasn’t sure if I should eat it. Still, eating Canyon, especially late at night, is essentially a Penn State right of passage and something that I had not yet done. Recognizing that it was something I was eager to do, I asked my friends to pass me a slice.

I had no problem with the pizza. It tasted fine to me and they were large slices, something that was nice because I had not eaten dinner beforehand. But honestly, after all hype that I had been hearing, I was sad that it was so anticlimactic.

Maybe the problem was that we probably were not the clientele that Canyon usually caters to. Maybe I didn’t get the full experience that one has during a late Saturday night and I should go back for Round Two. Whatever the situation, I’m glad that I can now say that I’ve eaten Canyon Pizza even if I am ambivalent about it. I now feel just as much a part of the Penn State community as I did during my first Penn State Football game or as during my first bite of Creamery Ice Cream.

Masada, Take Two

       On Sunday, July 12th 2009, I had the most physically exerting experiences of my life. At 2:30 in the morning, I woke up in Israel and prepared to hike the mountain of Masada. I spent the summer of 2009 in Poland and Israel on a teen tour with USY, a youth group of the United Synagogue of Conservative Judaism. My group consisted of 45 teens from the United States and Canada as well as 5 staff members from the United States and Israel. Without a doubt, the summer as a whole was the best experience of my life. The morning of the hike - not so much.

  Masada was a fortress used by Jews as shelter from the Romans. Since then, it has been excavated by archeologists and it is now considered a “must see” when traveling to Israel. There are three paths to reach the top: the cable car, the Roman Ramp, and the Snake Path. The Snake Path is considered to be the most physically exerting: it is composed of numerous small, steep, narrow steps and it is entirely in the sun. I’ll give you one guess which my group climbed both up and down.

        Okay, so technically I have already climbed Masada so it shouldn’t be on my LIst, right? But I have to be honest, I wasn’t the most cooperative climber. I was tired after only getting a few hours of sleep the night before and felt sick after the cake that we were given for breakfast. Additionally, my friends and I couldn’t help but laugh and feel bad for ourselves when a younger girl, perhaps in elementary school, raced past us on her way to the top. And so, I complained most of the way up.

      I’ve added Masada back on my List because I want to climb it with a stronger feeling of determination and accomplishment. I was incredibly proud to reach the top, surrounded by my friends, in time to see the sun rise over the desert. It is an incredible image that I will never forget. Plus, the experience was not truly terrible. Many of us were feeling the same way and we encouraged each other. I can even argue that, because I didn’t think that I would ever make it to the top, the view was that much more powerful when I finally did. This is the approach that I usually take when retelling the story of that Sunday morning. My friends and I struggled throughout the climb and yet we still motivated each other. But, next time, I want to climb up with a positive attitude and truthfully believe in myself.

     Have you ever felt like this? Have you had an incredible experience that is slightly overshadowed by your inability to believe in yourself and any negativity that you felt during the process? If so, I invite you to look forward to the opportunity to take a more positive approach. You may have the chance to redo that treacherous hike or maybe you are simply looking towards your next challenge in life. I personally cannot wait for the chance to go back to Israel and have a second take on my own Masada experience. 

Snake Path sign at the base of Masada

The view from the top of Masada

    

One Step Down, 5K To Go

         There is nothing that I hate more than running. It doesn’t matter if I am on a treadmill or if I am outside, it can become boring. So I decide to bring my iPod. But then I need to multitask and work to keep them in my ears while changing the song and ensuring that I don’t run into a car or fall off of the machine. Finally, I decide that I’ve run far enough but then have that sad realization that, if I am outside, I need to turn around and run back with blisters on my feet. Of course, all of this occurs assuming that I have become motivated enough to actually take a jog. I hate it.

         So then why do I find myself wanting to run a 5K? To most people, the approximate 3.1 miles in not far. But the simple idea of running the whole thing makes my legs. And yet, I want to. This past October, I walked the THON 5K with my Rules and Regulations Committee. It was an opportunity to spend a morning in the sun and bond with my fellow committee members. The distance did not seem long while walking and we had a great time. Still, I was slightly jealous of those who crossed the finish line after running the entire time.

         I might simply want to run a 5K because I am working to live a more healthy lifestyle. But I also know that I want to do so because running is a challenge that I have never been able to truly conquer. And, like I mentioned earlier, I am rarely motivation to go outside and jog. By writing about my goal, I now know that it is out there for the world to see and I feel like I cannot simply put it off any longer. I have never wanted to be the type of person that sees an obstacle and walks around it. Instead, I want to be able to climb across it and know that I have succeeded. In fact, I am planning to go to the gym with a friend shortly after posting this blog. I don’t know when I will actually run the 5K that I am looking forward to but this is a small step. And so, I begin to work to take the first task off of my List.

The First Step

     Have you ever thought about the things that you would like to accomplish during your life? Maybe it is a task, like climbing Mount Kilimanjaro or going to the Grand Canyon. Perhaps it is something more personal, such as making an effort to be more honest or more patient. In my life, I know that I have had many moments in which such thoughts have crossed my mind. Though they intrigued me, I would quickly move on to something else, believing that I would come back to the idea in time. I rarely do, so these aspirations are often forgotten. However, when I truly think about it, these are all important goals in life that I do not want to put off until it is too late. Starting today, I have decided to take the first step in accomplishing these. Before setting out to accomplish my goals, I must decide what they actually are.

  I don’t like the term “bucket list.” Not only do I think that it simply sounds strange, but it also denotes what one hopes to do before he or she dies. More positively, I would like to think about what I want to do while I am still living. Sure, the difference is subtle, but I think that it is important. After all, I am a healthy eighteen year old who plans to live a long life. While I cannot ensure what is in my future, I would nonetheless like to believe that I will have time to do what I plan.

  So join me as I chronicle the activities and personal aspirations that I will work to complete. There will be some desires that I cannot practically accomplish for years to come but, by writing them out, I know that I will be more motivated to do so. Other goals are things that I can do now. I will no longer put them off and I will tell you about my experience of crossing them off “The List.” 

  Whether I think that I will complete the goal in a month or in a decade, I am pledging to take the first step towards doing so. I invite you to take a look at what I want to experience, learn, and achieve.

  And you never know. Maybe you will want to begin a list of your own, too.